Two months has been passed.It seems that i begin to get used to this job and the life after i graduated.Last week we had a sports meeting.The kids were excited about it.Everybody showed their keenness and they really enjoyed it.Some of them even cryed for not getting number one in one competition.While,some were good at sports,esp.jumpping,running,which surprised me a lot.This remanded me of a sentence,which goes like this:"Nobody gonna be perfect."And also i made my own:"Nobody gonna be nothing."I mean when you look at someone,you should see the defects and good things together.Everybody has an advantage and a disadvantage.You may ignor their advantages,but one day you may be shocked if you see their disadvantages.Anyway, it is the sports meeting that makes me to see those naughty kids in the opposit way,and i think i'm a little like them and this job.

Maybe this is life.I remembered the week before last week, i met a friend.I told him that I was doing what i didn't like and there were not any sparkles out of this job.I wanna quit.Well, his suggestion was that i should continue to do it and worked as hard as before.'cause first,this job is stable.Then,this is a good experience. Last but not the least,when the sparkles come,it'll be out of your imagination.Now, two weeks later,i sit here and think that he was right!I do enjoy my life now,hanging out with friends after my work, doing whatever i want, and ralexing.It's fun! 

I remembered when i was a little girl, i always predended to be a teacher at home, using the chalks to draw on a little blackboard and also imaging that there were several students listening to me.To me, that was the most amazing thing in the world!I even dreamed about being a teacher when i was young!For a teacher is the most powerful one within the whole class.He can ask the students to do whatever he wants,i mean, when he told the students to do something, none of them can reject it!But dream is dream, hope is hope.Now i become a real teacher in a jonior high school, teaching two classes English.I have been working more than two weeks, all of a sudden, i find that it is not that easy to be a teacher in a high school.

I am the headteacher of a class.The students here are all from 13 to 15, all are barbaric, and some of them are bad at their study,bad enough not to show their respect to their teacher, bad enough to skip classes, and bad enough not to care about their future!Like today, I had a big fight with one of them.A BIG FiGHT!

It was the English class.That budy throwed a hand of sunflower seeds to the monitor.I scolded him!But he's like:"Nobody thinks that she's qualified for the monitor job!"and I was like:"Well, then, tell me , who's qualified for ?... How about you?

Let me tell you!I will be watching you! To see whether you can do the job or not!"He was even more unbridled:"Ok! I am the monitor,now!Everybody should listen to me!"  I became crazy:"Do you even know the standard to be a monitor?Do you think others will listen to you, who skipped the class,disturbed the class,and even had a fight with your teacher? You are wrong!You are the worst student i have ever seen!Now get out!"He talked to me into a cornor and played a hard ball to me!

I struggled with them everyday.I'm sick of them!I even wanna throw " son of a bitch!" on their faces!Well, don't worry,that was only what i thought, not what i did.HeHe

I did the internship in my high school last week,listening to a junior-high-school teacher's lesson, and also instead of her,teaching her students.The first day when i went into the classroom, i can tell that the students were all very curious about me.'cause they have listened to one teacher's lesson for about three years,they are kinda a little tired of her,yet another new teacher's appearance is like to put the fresh blood into their body,which seems that the whole dying class comes back to life.

The first day was ok.The second day came to the clamix,but the third day was not that smooth.I found that if i said something which was not related to the lesson they've learned,they were very interested in it,well, if i kept talking about their study and the text,they would turn their eyes out of my direction and stop listenning to me,instead, they started to chat!And the classroom was like a bee house or a fly house.Then in order to keep their eyes on me,i tried my best to say some joks or something interesting happened in my college,but this can only attract them for about ten minutes.They told me that they hated study, especially English,and i had nothing to say.

I only taught them English three days.I felt that it is really hard to be a English teacher in China.And i found that there were lots of students who don't like English at all those days in China.In the cities, most of the boys and the girls are the only one child in their family,that is the reason why so many students don't pay their attention on their study.Their family treat them like princes and princesses,and they thought it should be the same in school, so that some students don't show their respect to their teachers,giving them nikenames,even fighting with them!Phisycally, my legs hurt so much that i even couldn't feel it!And my throut also hurts. 

nothing is that easily!But i believe that i will overcome it!

 

Those days i was getting better.Then i begin to think about my future.'cause the school that i am going to work is far from my home.I will spend more than forty minuts by back to get there at a time.That is to say, it will cost me more than an hour on the to the school.What a precious hour!To me, who still wants to prepare for the post-graduated examination,time is so limited,but i have to throw it away,depressed!

Then i think of my future.what will my future be?The job which i get now is not what i really wanna do.And i realize that only if i can obtain further education can i do what i was supposed to do.But the reality is that there are lots of blocks blog my way toward "heaven".Then someone told me that if you make your dream come true ,yet you can say that you have been to heaven.I agree whit that!The only way through "heaven" is to always follow your dreams,and like what sang in Hero"don't let anyone tear your dreams away"and "hold on! you'll find the way!"and at the end,you'll find that "a hero lies in you".So i wanna be a hero!No matter what kind of hardness will happen to me, i promise that i will do my best to deal whit it.Now the previours gloom and depression are all gone! 

妈妈这两天发烧了。原来是高烧，输了几天好一些，但突然又转成了低烧，并且一直不褪，真是急死人了。昨天陪她去了医院。先做了化验，原来是支原体感染，需要打三天的点滴。今天是第二天，妈妈好一些了，我又开始打喷嚏，流鼻涕，发烧。看来是她传染给我了。好难受啊！鼻子被拧的红红的，看起来象得了九凿鼻；眼泪不停的流，用滔滔江水来形容也不觉得夸张！最让我忍受不了的就是发烧，总是低烧，37.5度。身上困疼困疼的，打不起一点精神来，睡觉也睡不着而且还不停的咳嗽，咳的我胸口疼。哎！真是病来如山倒啊！下午如果烧的更厉害的话就得去医院了。